OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. IM HAVING SUCH A BAD HEADACHE.

had to bug samantha boh to accompany me on the train home. if not i might have fainted halfway. ohhhhhh.

i tried taking a nap, sigh the bloody headache just wont buzzzz offf.


headache headache go away,
dont come at all any day,
if you want,
please go to someone else,
HAHA im a selfish bugger


i really detest those boring lessons, argh. im starting the "falling asleep syndrome again. argggghhhh. =( thats so not good. I WANNA BE AN ACE STUDENTnot. i better start the getting up and make sure that i concentrate in class, sigh actually its not much time left to the real exams in sep/oct? its liek SOOOO SOON IF U DONT REALISE!!!! ARGHHHH *SCREAMS LIKE A GINA*


well on a more serious not, at least im starting to begin to study an concentrate, though sometimes the thought of you begins wandering in my head


it seems that im distracted by those matters of the heart, it seemed that im vulnerable all over again. it seemed that im trying to keep myself on track but the fact, the truth, is that, i'm fallin, susceptible into your sweet smile, that cheery outlook and that makeshift attempt for our strangle glimpse.


quiet are the doorways,
we walk ourselves,
to where we do not know,
to whom our hearts conceal.

we seek yet we dont pursue,
we find yet feign foreign,
we look to blush in vain,
to sigh only to find the moment waine.

the smile we often see,
the grim we bear not thee,
our pride stands in the way,
we fear the future be.

so i tell myself why,
am i torturing myself,
just the thought of you in my mind,
yet we couldnt bear to free.

so juliet juliet say,
must i die for thee,
even if you cry beneath,
will you say hello to me.

its not a request not a wish,
its just the fact we face,
the fact that existed not long ago,
the fact we know indeed.

maybe i was just dreaming,
maybe i was just wishing,
maybe it was too much,
my thoughts it be.


sigh. headache headache, now im beginning to feel all weak again. all the time, i've refrain from it, but now, it wouldnt be too late.

hello alone by anberlin (I'll POST LYRICS LATER!)
maybe if i were too near to you, u might just hear me say "baby you know its true"




;
breaking free to something new. =)