well this is post 365 for me. well it doesnt represent a year.
i want it to feel different.


im trying my best to make things work out best for everyone, and i cannot please everyone. i really cannot please every single one of my friends out there. sometimes, it really hurts to see someone upset, even someone you hate, u jus give way. and even to those u loved, u jus cant bear to see someone, especially for me, someone on a whole, upset and really down. what can i do? IF I WERE JESUS. what would i do? if. if if. the whole world was full of 'ifs', 'buts', 'donts' and many 'go aheads' but each choice subsequently cause some conflict where it will be impossible to really satisfy everyone and everything else.

such a headache, im jus going to sleep. hopefully, things wil be better some day, this empty feeling, its always been with me, im not happy, i never was i realise.




;
breaking free to something new. =)