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Wednesday, May 21, 2008
11:58 am

THIS POST. i dedicate to. 2t33.


well well. my ex class of mine. simply, i jus feel the need to dedicate this post to u guys, well, i meant, to ALL. so let me see how shall i start? by affiliation? or by... hatred? well. i'll jus do it the way everyone likes me to be like. =)

firstly, targeting to those bitches which they themselves know cant keep their mouths shut. maybe just one in particular, but of course, there are many willing to parttake in this ritual, clearly unnecessary. so. some people jus are too bored stuying? so they just have to spread real untruths? even for the case of rumours i know. i dont really need to tell. how much each and one individual are killing each other in class, its humourous, really, its so funny how enemies makes great friends among each other, by the end of days to come, u associate yourselves as "classmates"? hohoho.

secondly, to those who buy up their associates with riches that they do not own, another chuck it seems. this times, its a SHE. shes fatter, while people are getting slimmer, she needs things for herself and will use whatever she has to get what she wants, thus its rather "funny" i say again that she blends in some facade of a friendship shes so contented with. hohoho. well to me, secrets are worth as much of friendships i treasure, i dont sell them for others, especially worthless ones.

in comparison, i just need to let many of you know, the fact that many will read this post, and countless amount of hits, i know. i can tell, sources as well says the same thing too. read this which are going to come up.

people knows the class jus cannot click. people knows that u all are trying to prove everyone elses wrong, especially myself, since last year. its been really difficult and i know why, sometimes, its easier to blame the sole person, in fact, its easier to live the lie than to live with the truth, isnt it? im cool being the easiest to be blamed for any distrupencies that happened in class, hasnt it always been a habit? apparently, i've gotten used to it, and i've learnt to let go being in such an environment, a change of class made me see, that sometimes, u just got to get out of that stucked black hole of yours and feel the difference, and so it is, so significant.

so will this post bring about more pain and hatred? or a real awakening? i wonder reunification of the masses as either due to a certain interest or rather for the ultimate for of others? its dependent too much on self image and real impression base on those POPOULAR figures. but im sorry to say, everything is just like what a frog would see in the well. - simply stated of course.


however there are few, whose own ability to withstand the pressure of being forced to abide by evil means manage to show a clear and distinguished difference. its definitely a much clearer view of everything else, especially when entire views of people will shift towards an equilibrium of biasedness, isnt that what the class people have been living their lives? of the lives of others? amusement of those who are more unfortunate? shooting off their mouths to get the attention they seek? even so, they spread their habits and influence to others beyong the classroom boundaries and form their social group of hot shot talking. amusing, very amusing.

anyway miss fatty and miss skinny, i've derived my own entertainment from you all, its funny how words spread about compatibility, oh great. its fantastic how i get my own fair share of gossips i chose to enclose and see for myself, and u guys just have to prove me right.

esepcially towards the trying, isnt it great to find a scapegoat and a talking point? so was it because of me? hoho. the walls have ears, the wind whispers a little too loudly and echos can be heard from afar. but im most most most amused at one thing, why do these words i hear, always from the same people, whom i detest so much, why has it always been the same peoeple, who has thickskinned elements in them, who are in the topics of disgust that i hear? i'll jus keep hearing and observing, how people kill themselves, slowly.

but for the guys, i guess this time u guys prove the falses the statements made about puberty. showing apathy sometimes has its rewards, certainly it has bore more fruits than jus false statements. with the exception of one, either sly or plain ignorance, indifference or jus disinterested in decisions, i applaud your courage, i applaud your opinions, though some unnecessary, proved vital sometimes, keep it up? your own opinion again im sure of.


so how much more are willing to live comfortably in the facade of their lives, maybe this is jus human behavior, an instinct embedded in us since our births. some chose to be like that while others dont. impressive.



the walls have ears, the winds whispers, and the echoes shrieks from the distance, how low will one stand jus to step up and put themselves above the rest? maybe u just be careful, because u could either be stepping on the foundation of your own comfort, or worse still, stepping on the wrong shoes. =) i'll give a smile, and i hope u understand, some things cannot be said more seriously.





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