11:00 pm
I SERIOUSLY AM FEELING SO FUCKED UP.
i dont wanna care anymore. please. i dont want to care. can someone stop me from caring. GOSH PLEASE.
i've tried too many atimes. so i think, i should, well, maybe i could have some rest now.
i want to be happy. can anyone make me really happy? heal these bloody scars and never make me remember them again? another one of my wishful thinking.
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breaking free to something new. =)