i dont get it. feeling rather restricted within some barrier. some invisible barrier. gosh. its omgwtf-ing sian. (dont think about it) i feel so horrible, like, everything i do is affecting someone's life. i wanna run away, yet i cant bear to leave a helpless soul behind. i know, its too late to apologise, and i cant accept it that way.

it bears nothing, nothing to be seen, nothing to be compared, and nothing to be ever thought and hoped for. its jus a fruitless effort of reconciliation in which the heart remains stubborn, moving on just seem the right thing to do. funny thing is that the heart can appear so freaking weak, bloody hell, it couldnt get any worse in my opinion in my own case. F*CK.


so everyday passes on like this. i seriously need to snap out of it. no one knows and no one feels, except my own bloody self. haiz. everything is jus getting worse.




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breaking free to something new. =)