10:14 pm
im so pissed with myself. im not happpy. im trying im trying im trying. till its so numb, till it feels like im ruining my life.
im trying almost everyday, each time to keep on trying and trying this stupid password, but i cant, i cant, i hate myself, its so bloody stressful. i really am trying, i feel stupid, i feel so pressured. i reall cannot take it anymore, i jus wanna be happy. i cant. i cant anymore. im stupid, my mistakes, everything. im so pissed, fuck la, dont wanna forgive me then forget it, im jus so useless.
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breaking free to something new. =)
