10:47 pm
havent blogged in a kazillion ages.
pffffft. life stinks.
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okay get things more real here, well, school is getting more onto my nerves now, its like im being held captive, both body and soul, neither divided nor part, both in unision. oh sorrow please go away, for u i never wanted you to stay.
apparently, much have happened, much have been felt, gone thru, decided, pondered upon, whatever it has been like. it has.
"it was never so strict,
or was it so restricting?
over those silly statements and misunderstandings,
sleepless nights over wrongs of rights.
but i always remember then,
self sacrificing meant an action of forgiveness,
humility and grace,
but theres something i see, something else.
i couldnt,
i wasnt the perfect man for the job,
but it was never a duty,
just to be a better man.
written all over my face,
an expression so vague,
all i could show was sincerity,
those scars unamended.
so was it about giving you room to breathe?
or was it when the ropes were held too tight?
was it revenge?
or was it fate like this?
answers i sought till today,
questions in the end was bought.
broken moments jus doesnt make my day,
sigh, nothin else i could say.
i jus want to feel that special feeling,
please,
and i know ure the only one baby,
i love you, now thats for me to say."
gonna sleep now.
;
breaking free to something new. =)
