10:22 pm
=) my thoughts my memories. 3 months will be 3 years and it will be 3 decades and to inifinity, it will be. so now now wongminhang baby =) sit down and listen tight <3
its been a great 3 months
i wish there was something inside me,
to keep you right beside me,
it made me felt that i should haf told you
that i should have told u everything.
and i didnt regret, this very moment,
about 3 months ago,
and i hoped for more than the sounds ot rustle
my thoughts they filled and they muscle.
no one can ever take your place,
because i felt that i've started this race,
where it be simple or not,
the complications inevitable we sort.
i feel like the skies darken without any light,
and i wish i can make it bright for you,
like how sarcastic i was to die for you,
what if those words i meant so true?
and we may feel like its broken,
or without will to compromise,
but would u let me in once again?
so that i can rekindle that spark to flame.
so its all about igniting that spirit,
where we once was so in love,
and i try so hard to make u mine,
wondering whether is that the solution?
but im not content to make this a memory,
to hold us so tight in slavery,
but i try once again i said,
ever so faithful ever so hard.
so i see the shadows that live with us,
our actions which are always imitated,
our sins which commit may be forgiven,
but all we needed was some time right?
deep inside a battle is being fought,
sinking slowly, miserably and terribly,
conscience sucking itself dry,
where pain never subsides at all.
but u know what i mean when we are put to the test,
even so the matter may not even rest,
my love never ever gone one down less,
because baby girl in my eyes ure the best.
so ever i felt like being dragged down,
or feel like giving up,
thats only normal and expected of us,
and obstacles which obstruct our way.
so now i close my eyes and think of you,
and i see you for who you are,
and when ure all alone and not with me,
trust that i'll be your superman baby.
so here goes my heart content...
so i jus want to let you know,
that it doesnt matter so much,
to whatever happens to me,
let me be your hero.
let me take this step,
to show that i will work even harder,
to push myself to my limits,
to know that sincerity will win over all.
so let me sing u this song,
which lyrics may see some heartaches,
but i believe in fairytale endings,
definitely happy endings.
so i can take this responsibility,
and further this commitment,
and i will take it a step further,
nothing else you know bother.
and i remember now,
like what was before we got together,
i've already loved u all along,
and i promised not to let you down.
and when those tears falls right now,
it left my heart with nothing else to say,
but if only sorry was the words i would say,
it was because i was so afraid.
i love those lovely kisses,
even so the times it hurts when i got bitten,
but it speaks of the sweet imperfection,
that exists in love.
so i'll hold u closely,
and kiss u so tenderly,
oh my sweet baby,
would you do the same too?
let me tell you this again,
because its all this that matters to me now,
no matter what happens,
where emotions rage in fury.
or even when depression kicks in,
or the breakdowns which left scars,
even so when sorrow strikes,
or temper flew.
words are words to say what human nature cant comprehend,
to misunderstand aint no common mistake,
because baby ure aint no mistake to me,
i love you dearly, for eternity.
happy 3 months =) every 10th goes treasured.
i wish u knew how much u mean to meif i ever will make a difference,
because i wish i'd,
and not only now but in the future as well.
u mean everything to me,
how i wish i know how i can show it.
;
breaking free to something new. =)
