8:34 am
have been real busy guysss. sorrry!
a note to myself.
sometimes i wonder what i've done wrong, but i was certain to an extent i've did my best. it was always my fault to begin with. truthfully, i dont know how to go on anymore. the scene now is rather skeptical. everything i do, it seems like nothing can be accepted.
cant you change for the better? cant i say how i feel. maybe in fact, its more scary to tell u how i feel because u will change negatively for the rest of the day. but this isnt suppose to be like that. i wonder why. why must u sulk and show that attitude? it hurts so badly. but what can i say, showing ur temper made things worse and leads to a quarrel that u dont like. so whose fault is it to begin anyway? mine? well. if u always say so. i always take the blame. sigh.
i wanna hold on, i dont know why, but why must u do this to me? its no use saying anything else, everything is jus noise to ur ears it seems. forget it
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breaking free to something new. =)
