8:25 pm
how can everyday feel great when ure worrying about results and promotion. i think singapore jc education sucks. with the army. argh. it sucks even more big time, especially for guys. its damn stupid i think, i think its even more hilarious this time thinking abt retaining AGAIN. gosh. i feel that good effort and time investment dont pay off. i mean, theres always another year from now but i know i will make the better use of it this time, and im freaking freaking sure i'll do well at least. and its so bloody irritating when the grades dont deliver. awesome waste of time.
on the other hand.
its super sweet of my favourite girl and to spend the day with her yesterday =) hahahaa. ohhh yes, my one is worse than your two. its super saddening. next time i throw a cat at you. HAHA. =)
today was boring la. went to church with sister then met nat and played pool. Nat totally owned my ass. =D owells. KUDOS TO HIM LA. then i home and eating aint exactly a good thing to do when ure stress, fat makes u more stress. =) so its more jogging ^.^
dont worrrry.
sugary icing on top of the chocolate cake,
yummy yummy its such a fattening intake,
well gorging to our maximum,
i'd enjoy those chomp chomp moments.
its great when the cold air could feel your skin,
when darkness surrounds so romantically,
so the spark i could clearly see in ur eyes,
couldnt you believe it how time flies.
everytime we touch,
we only want to be a lil more closer,
till those howling cries begrudges us,
those petty offerings wont kick up a fuss.
skipping steps to that solution,
this time im gonna make a new resolution,
it changed with that new perspective,
cuz in your arms you left me being a captive.
oh those sharp rapture,
you held me firmly in your capture,
those fears it comes and go like its over,
but the real good stuff i promise, i will deliever.
so on my knees i came crashing,
your kisses i love, im asking,
sweet thing of mine,
what more could i ask for?
i couldnt comprehend those mistakes i made,
but all i ask is for forgiveness,
because i know many comes from my actions,
i never thought about consequences.
i've lost everything to be with you,
and yes it was worth it dont you think?
and i've packed up my stuff like a fool,
yes that fool i'll be for you.
dont regret those words we said,
nor regret those actions we made,
for i'll be angry to see you upset,
it was all about that rightful mindset.
dont worry dont worry,
let those strong gales blow everything away,
if only it be felt in reality,
life would definitely be lived happily.
but its all about circumstances,
where application matters most,
adaptiveness determines survival,
or we will face a massive upheavel.
i've lived to regret many things in life,
but not you this time,
so i'll make it work,
just you and me in line.
so stay sweetly now,
and look atme without a frown,
everything will be alright,
those guilt i'll make up for it.
i promise u.
i've lived not to regret what i've done. i hope you wont too. because its only the beginning.
ohh i need more songs i need more songs. AND I WANT TO GO JOGGING TOMORROW MORNING. YAY NO SCHOOL. thank the muslims =) tomorrow will be a great day.
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breaking free to something new. =)