9:17 pm
sigh. living up those dreadful days. i beg for forgiveness. your highness, when did i ever deserve you for this i swore a different homage i pay to you.
im a pessimistic skeptic unwilling to make a cahgne for himself, unable to let go, because he knows best for himself, nothing will ever work out if he keeps going on this way. his heart is shattered, tormented, dismembered and torn apart. dont you know?
he who lost all his faith,
he who lost all he could give,
he who lost all the love he could give,
he who lost all the time in the world,
he who lost all his chivalry,
he who lost his shining armour.
he who made do with an empty heart,
he who made do with a shattered soul,
he who made do with a torn belief,
he who made do with his poorness,
he who made do with a scarred body.
he who gave everything to be betrayed,
he who gave everything to be lied to,
he who gave everything to be fooled,
he who gave everything to be cheated,
he who gave everything to be mocked at,
he who gave everything to be hurt.
what do i have left?
i give,
i gave,
i'll be giving
till i run dry.
i might have been dried already.
i gave everything i have left, even if it was a little bit, it was everything i've got. and that, i could never had lied about. i've nothing left.
sigh. it was my fault from the very beginning. im losing myself i losing myself im losing myself. everything everything omg. i cant take it.
something stupid. bye aaron.
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breaking free to something new. =)
