where'd u go?
i miss you so.



for people making life a little bit hard for me, well, bring it on then.


thanks nat for being there for me man.



i dont know, im getting lost and a little desperate in my attempts for a sense of inner security, maybe its just the voices telling me how bad this life will be and will always be for me. i dont know yea. i wonder. i reallly dream of something that could change my life, something special, maybe... its someone special.




look at me again,
in the eyes this time,
because it wasnt about appearence,
inner beauty i heard of.

but i wish i could know for myself,
of course u'll be nice,
thats a preassumption i made,
to scare my weary self.

so live up to the name,
that people spoke of you,
and show me that once im right,
and i try to be true.

blabber nonsense,
speak of time passing by,
i'll wait for tomorrow,
and a little more to come.

im telling u the signs,
for you coming here is to read,
the more i kept in eye,
the more it'll be a lie.

lets say it aint much poetry,
nor a note to anyone else,
just my honest opinions,
and a clear conscience feeling.

this is what i have to say,
till now it brings me near,
that moment where tears are savour,
i think of you so dear.




goodness, GP paper, thank god it wasnt so hard, but confidence is just a boost and i dont think i'll do as well. hist on mon. im freaking scared. i must do well for hist and econs. if not, im outta of this school. i guess some will be happy, i guess some will be not. but in fact, i question those who despise me, for clearly you all dont know why and not. =)




;
breaking free to something new. =)