IM SO DAMN BLOODY STRESS
like omg. im so stress, im doing my work at double the usual rate, maybe even more! i think i work on some stress machine, and its GOOD/BAD thing. i really dont like being stress but it UPS my performance. like O's. its really crazy to rush my work and everthing. and i get tired so easily. i just doze off like crazy la during lessons and lecture. somehow, my visions suddenly becomes so blur and then i cannot see what im writing. thats BAD.

PW IS SO MOTHERSCREWED. its totally gone case and im gonna hit my head so badly against the wall tryin go complete it by tomorrow. its like really impossible lar. trying alot of ways to do the PW and our showcase or rather the rest seems quite difficult. hope all 5 brains tomorrow in my group will function properly and efficiently. then get the job done. =) thus gonna chiong to Vic's hse to do the PW and then maybe back to school if i can make it in time. gahhh. im a mugger now, and im a sleepyhead. productive? thats questionable.



you try to understand me,
realise that i've been thinking,
making sound like im hoping,
but i aint a man that worked that way.

it takes more than courage,
it takes more than letting down pride,
because u unknowningly hurt me,
the gentlest way that u could.

but i take it,
and i may be out for revenge,
for those who loves to intrude,
my anger loves to retribute.

okay i say okay i swore,
that it be just this time of it all,
maybe i give myself a little chance,
proudly it all mattered to you.



i know it all i do.




;
breaking free to something new. =)