i dont know. why?



i dont want to feel like i'm an option,
i dont want to feel like i'm confused,
i dont want to feel like i'm the joke,
i dont want to feel like i'm lost,
i dont want to feel like i'm the only one.



TODAY WAS HORRIBLE. cabbed to school and it cost me 6.70. =( money money. owells. then had lessons and some slight revision and OMG THATS IT. ahhh must study! i know i must do something about my studying habits. its bad and horrible and so lazy. why i keep thinking that i got so much time but i do not at all. SUXXXXXX.

i will mugg tomorrow im the LIB! and make sure, i get more than just more work done. and hopefulllyy, i can feeel good about myself =)


SHIT x 10000. i accidentally hit my left foot on the computer table. OMFG, pain to the max, and now theres this hugh swell on top of the most injured part of the foot. omg. dont tell me i must go on crutches again. who the hell invented those things, blardy idiot. hurts like mother****** crazy and its so tiring walkin with them. gosh, its so irritating lar, my random mood swings? dont bet on it. i dont have them.


anyway, dont know what will it be like, im worrying about so many things. i just hope, tomorrow will be a better day.


i know what is happening around me, every single thing, just that, i need you to tell me when to make my move. dont keep me waiting, im rather impatient.




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breaking free to something new. =)