11:56 pm
like i said before, it wasnt much that lured me to this simple sweetness. all it took was the fact that i believed. i believed that all that matter was inside.
why u toook the long way, and hurt me along it, u brought me much pain and little to recover from, yet you dont know it dont you. you really dont know it.
bend or break?
true or fake?
again youre late,
we wont make it at this rate.
did u look at me?
with curiosity?
or with disgust?
or was i dreaming of a glance?
tell me okay. please,
its tormenting,
its hurting alot,
like what your others are doing to me.
if only it was kept in you alone,
your secret my faith,
your lies my brave,
my hatred your perception.
i wont do this alone,
but with who?
i thought i could trust,
the very soul in you.
god told me in my sleep,
that i wouldnt suffer another heartbreak,
but it seems why now,
i lost all my faith
just came back from the gym with nat andre and zul. feels darn good. and a lil sleepy too. MAN U better win tonight =)
PROMOS IS OFFICIALLY STARTING. i hate this feeling that bad things are to come. but i wanna do well. really. =)
;
breaking free to something new. =)
