12:44 am
FUCK FUCK FUCK. FUCK THOSE SILLY WISHES and FUCKED UP HOPES. FUCK THEM ALL.
i dont like the way my life is turning down. i wan a puff i wan a sip. i want everything. please. take this fucking pain away. hurt me, but physical please. i cant take it anymore inside.
FUCKED up life.
im sorry but im giving up on something. im really going to. but i wanna torture the very piece of soul i have left inside. i mean it. i'll just keep pushing u away/
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breaking free to something new. =)
