YAY! no crutches! i spent the day without it today. and im very happy that i did so =)

it sorta hurts walking now, i wanna do some running, some sprinting or some gymming proper. argh. i feel so lousy about myself. i sorta miss the 1 week ago where im fine. =)


hmmmmm i slacked today, felt damn good slacking really. i dont think its that good really being able to feel relaxed at this pt of time, haha. but i got no choice, the only worrying thing now is not knowing what to study. that sucks.

im watching MAN U vs SUNDERLAND now. yay. hmmm please win okayyy!



im wondering,
does words affects so much?
im wondering,
does actions speaks more?

so when does it matter,
to even bothering to try,
when does it matter,
to even make the effort.

im so scared,
tonight, it be another one like the other,
carefully, i prayed for a dream,
to live in non reality.

everything so sweet i called a dream,
unpleasently it turned to a nightmare,
but doesnt everything ends happily?
a question i cant seem to find an answer.

care to share,
what are the problems,
your views, your opinions,
those little things u wonder.

offload those sorrows,
i want to be your happiness,
stress you seemed to be,
let me be your punching bag.

hurt me, say it doesnt matter,
doesnt everyone does the same,
to hurt someone so you could get what u wanted,
and in this process feel so good about it.

it was never about the past,
nor knowing that in the future,
you cold repent and be forgiven,
for sins multiply.

save all the trouble,
just be the you who is stubborn,
i'll still try to care,
and finding myself all over again.



hmmmm. went out with pamela earlier to study at amk macs. HAHA SUPER UNPRODUCTIVE. but its good la. talked to her and understood her a little more. haha.
PAMMY U ARE NOT DAO OR WHAT, ure nice and dont worry so much about yourself! youre a great friend! and for DANCE. hahaha! u dance great no worries. =)


okay back to soccer CIAOS!




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breaking free to something new. =)