we clearly dont see eye to eye.

i wonder, why i cant love anymore, in that special sense. i dont wait. i cant wait. i cant decide, i cant understand why people engulf themselves in selfish desires. well basically greed and a little less of common sense, i wont understand why people just dont change. i seriously dont wanna understand, why the bloody hell things turn out like this, i guess i have to answer it so honestly, people just dont admit mistakes and change, carry on the foolish impressions, that stereotypical view and realise that you will never find the peace of heart and mind.





like kids we play,
like innocence we mingle and dazzle,
perpetually we offer our sorrows,
we dance, we shout, we run around.

screaming into the wilderness,
we let out our sighs,
we forbid the happiness to grow,
we leave the flowers to die.

riddle lee dee
fiddle lee daa
we sputter nonsense only we understand,
we plan the poem to our extent.

i grow my sins in me,
i live for my only,
while love withered away,
i wonder why i chose to stay.




maybe i dont hope for much because i know i cant expect much out of anything. all u can see is something u want to see, but never what u are going to get. teen angst. fill the void inside of me. i dont mind it at all.




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breaking free to something new. =)