what would u do, what would u do when its the end of the world and everything comes crumbling down on you. what would you do?

i like such questions, makes u think a littttle bit, then makes u wonder, why sometimes u find it so difficult to answer it. but for some, it is not tough at all.




"a note to my readers"
sometimes, its good to read blogs to understand a little more about people. well, perhaps with a better frame and mindset that is. for some reason or another, many ppl love to judge carelessly what others are like, and i dont wana hear such problems from other peoples blog and from my own too. thank you =)



people dont u like to see,
why the words comes out from thee,
speaks of jealousy and envy,
or pride and desperism?

mainly we focus too deeply on image,
but what cares i see?
inner beauty speaks for me,
taking too long to digress it seems eh?

but why the urge to push,
to put down those who turns u green,
its simple for an oppurtunist,
ahhh, thats somewhat.. mean?

pitiful whimps,
crashing deep inside,
the urge to shout,
to make a little more noise.

so thats what u call fame?
thats what you call mr popularity?
or even miss wannabe,
i dont know think so, that aint reality.

so u want everyone to think that ure so strong?
so u want everyone to think that ure dependable on?
but what do you have to offer?
nothing but praises of self.

care to tell some truths?
of how loser you can be,
or maybe some humility,
not only to those who you love.

shove me away,
make me fall a whisker away from death,
and in hope that i dont retaliate,
because i just hate it, like seriously.

free youself,
maybe throw a little temper,
then realise,
foolishesness comes from within.

like i said,
jealousy and envy gets u nowhere,
change your policy,
change it now.

i dont like aggression,
i dont like arguments,
i dont like gossips,
i dont like intrusions,
i dont like revenge,
i dont like rashness,
i dont like lies,
i dont like rumours.

so please please me.
make me a little happy,
because behin your back,
u dont know what i've done for you.

but its okay, hurt,
makes u stronger,
despise me somemore,
i dont mind.




so i realise some things, but i still keep going on who i am to be, sometimes i laugh funy, tickled pink with some weird stuff i hear. but owells, its really cute the way ppl talk like this, but this is part of life. amazingly it is. laugh and cry and feel spasm. i dont know.

screw promos. making me stressed up for god damn no reason.



guys, i chose not to get involve, like big time no i dont want to, stop making me look as if i owe u guys alot of shit, i dont. and dont people i know what ure saying. and i realise, it wasnt worth defending my enemies if they are so preoccupied talking behind my back, i guess some people dont change dont they?



STUDY. the magic word. but well, i cant do magic.




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breaking free to something new. =)