today was uber productive/unproductive. HAHAHA it is crazy man.


I CANT BELIEVE IT LARRRR> IM SOOOO UNPREPARED FOR PROMOS. sharks. i think im gonna write short posts now, means i really tress up besides thinking of anything else. YEAH.


I DID GYM TODAY WITH ZUL NAT AND ANDRE. and some guy cal JOEL. okok. well. PUMP it up. PUMP it up. feels good to de-stress like that, the problem is, whats there to really stress about knowing i din out in enough hard work. that sucks man seriously.


SOOON SOOON. study sessions with budddies =)


ok tomorrow PW at vic place. i hope everything is done and properly planned out.


onalighternote.

i really tried,
think im weird,
i did try to make a difference,
yet laugh at me.

surely you dont know,
that the more you want the harder it gets,
its the same for me,
likewise, it became easier for you.

its okay being the laughing stock,
for what you think you are worth doing,
maybe i shouldnt try at all,
im not worth it in your eyes.

go ahead and tell,
it doesnt matter,
even if a few believe me,
thats more than sufficient.

im sorry to myself,
a little more this time,
i realise,
it wasnt worth it isnt it?

so wont you answer me,
and tell me bloody why,
you look at it,
as if ure the only one.

out beauty shines more this time,
i know it will fade,
what matters is inside,
yet it clouds you momentarily.

it wont matter anymore,
shouldnt i take a step back,
my little cute bouncing girl,
movements are made to shack.

i thought i saw a little more,
a gesture that made me a fool,
it was because... it meant a little more,
to me than to you.

so ask all you want,
answers you may find,
i feel that time is up,
answers myself i left behind.

i dont want anymore troubles,
feeling the heat of whatever it brings,
you're just someone else,
like everyone else.



SLEEPY!




;
breaking free to something new. =)