10:02 pm
no night study today. so ended up going to TP macs to eat and then went home.
SLEPT alot today. freaking tired. well im not gonna complain why but just take it inside. its okay man. i love the way rumours spread themselves, even for those enemies i;ve defended, i realise, maybe thats how life is gonna be, it doesnt matter really, maybe im just so tired, thats why.
what matters to me? i wont bloody tell anyone.
because eventually i'll be just another substitute.
even when u say im different,
eventually im like every one of them.
you catch my attention,
oh so suddenly,
but of course if only it was 14feb,
i might have a little guts to say hello.
so would you say yes to me,
only to be my friend,
well,
a step at a time to fall to find.
i could say, i still care,
i could say, its still there,
but it wont be any longer,
because silence remains all quiet.
please baby,
give me a break,
tell me if it matters,
my emotions aint fake.
so just tell me okay? be direct. i did try for all to see. maybe it was stupid little part of me.
crazy days ahead, i know i must do well, for myself of couse. i think.
;
breaking free to something new. =)
