6:11 am
had a talk with nat last night.
a conflict of two very interesting personalities.well. refrain, decline, subside.
i chose and drew many lines,
like an artist,
i was the architect to my masterpiece,
i want perfection,
because any minor misjudgement,
will cause a disaster.
i was made with confidence,
to build with inspiration,
and know my life is worth the millions at stake,
to be as unique as possible,
i derive unnecessary conlusions of fault,
so as not to commit the same mistakes again.
then i realise,
i cant satisfy everyone,
it seems really hard when no one accepts my work,
because ure just an artist,
that drew those many lines,
for work is just proposal for glory.
Nat u kept me thinking, but its due time u get your answer about many many things in life, if rome was built overnight, i'll be ambitious to conquer the world too. even with God's help, he'll let us fall, over and over again, put us into deep shit, stress the bloody hell of our ass up and say
"get up again, your life is still not as bad yet."
;
breaking free to something new. =)