im in da school library now, obviously. hahah! and its seriously damn sian now. well waiting for night study or rather having a break now after ending from school. owells. gotta make sure i mug hard enough to get teh grades i need to continue 4h2s or im seriously screwed. maybe dropping aint a bad idea but its definitely not the case because i think i have been sacrificing too many of good lately to keep up with the real prospects of my priorities now. anyway. life aint good, so i gotta make it better.


im so in the moood for some poetry, but i dont know what really is poetry, words that blend? words that rhymes? or some letter combined to make it seem fit for poetry? i know nothing abt poems or words that looks good together, maybe emotions shall feel the deep void, the emptiness in reality, so be it i say, so be it, whatever it seems, i think i might like it. shrugggs.




empty it seems,
why feel the fear of wanting toe ver so look away,
or was it just that ure as insecure as well?
maybe, maybe not.

so it seems that it will never be enough,
as we sought so hard for perfection,
but though that slightest of mistakes,
we just throw everything away.

laugh laugh u may,
but someday i shall hear you say,
why have u gone away,
leaving you lonely alone again.

pray my girl pray so hard,
that all but peseverence plays its part,
evert so longing for gods most grace,
fallen from time in a state of daze.

fools shall not falter at the sight of beauty,
in reality too conscious those will,
but never be afraid to better those feelings,
purely, its just a minute from chase.

rush into it and you shall fall,
take it too relax and a trip you'll endure,
but those gash and wounds its all there is,
sufficient enough to make memory stall.





i'll still be waiting. for ever so much to happen, in doubts i cast my own fear in you my lord. god i know your servent is weeping, for there is no more sincere i try to do your bidding. so dont be careless on me like i've did to others, you know my feelings so true to be honest. so guide me by my hand tonight, for a strong man does not depends solely on his might.



so you know i've made so many mistakes in life, but i'll never regret anything more than not trying at all. and if i fail i deserve it, but what about you? a pillar wont stand with purpose without its ceiling, neither stairs lead you without floors, whats trying to say i love with without feeling, and being you, without flaws? imperfection guides us together, the strive for perfection and never attaining it, its commitment that im trying to make. wont you? stranger.




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breaking free to something new. =)