HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBORAH NUA! =)


hmmm jus came home from the retreat! haha i thought it was fine, only it lsacked in the worship session. i really love praise and worship. i thought that it would make alot of difference in the sessions though. haha owells, positive feeedback! hope it aint boring somehow the next time.


had confession today. it felt good. it really felt, different, god, u spoke thru him to me, i know already i know. thanks for telling me.


make a difference...
make a choice...
make a commitment...
make a change in the world...
make it start from me.




messages can only be told,
but it works differently for anyone.
and it doesnt matter anymore,
because we work all so differently.

grey lines of truths,
bound to be broken by the uncouths,
tick tock time passes by so fast,
thats all i need to know it all.




i got some answers from the retreat today, but something is urging me to push forward somemore. then i realise, its true to the very end, that what i assumed is coming true. and for that matter, i longed a little more to be with you.


i've no moood for much. but anyway, it doesnt matter. haha! oh i think its damn weird of me to do something silly. but i think im enjoying my life now, just ensuring that i do whatever i like and dont really care what others think.


i wont be too serious, because everythin in life now is so superficial and often on the face value that matters the most. so in this case, it was a result of us thinking too deep of each others motives, but in fact, i came simply, i came to do what i needed to do, and making sure, that it does not interfere with my principles. i just do what i think would benefit myself, in hope i would get some happiness. but it will take time, a little more time. so life aint waiting for anyone, no one owes the world anything, but im debted to my own mistakes, but im sure, everything will be fine.



GOOD NIGHT! I WANNA SLEEP =)




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breaking free to something new. =)