u proved to be my fatal lie.


im gonna sum up all my strength and concentrate on my work then. sometimes it aint worth trying to change, because those past u left behind, people still believe to dwell on them, maybe it aint worth changing for the better, neither trying, neither is it worth bothering to put in the effort.

why do u care anyway, i cant be mr perfect as a friend, or not.


classmates are getting on my nerves, sometimes i wonder, whats for the greater good. there are no heroes worth it anymore for the taking, in this world, one slight mistake will doom u for eternity, but i choose not to believe in that. i live myself, i'll amend my mistakes and i learn to forgive, God, thanks for teaching me that.


i'll spend that quiet time in deep thinking, yet its just a reflection in my mortal life, so that i know ure with my lord, and through this time, u'll let me be a student and to do my work and all, and after that, i'll sing your priases, i'll shout out in joy, and i'll still pray in my own quiet time, talking to you, like u've always been for me. i've known to always be there to do something extra, but in a sense, it seems ure telling me a story, which revolves around me, u want to make me feel that im loved and u did, but im pushing your grace away. make me that masterpiece u wanted me to be, and i try my best, that will do.


im ready and set to burst out.


im warning people who stereotype me, and i know many people reading my blog will do such things, but if ure gonna read this with an immature mind, so be it, try and attempt to know me more, and i'll bet u will fail, just to say, only the ones i love will know what im thinking and what i mean, if i ever find out those who are talking behind my back, we'll see.




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breaking free to something new. =)