i like the feeling of being hungry
i like the feeling of being full
i like the feeling of studying
i like the feeling of sleeping while knowin i need to mug
i like the feeling of air con
i like the feeling of the heat during a hot sunny day
i like the feeling of the time i spent training
i like the feeling of the time spent with my friends.
i like the feeling of doing something good not for me
i like the feeling of being able to be there for someone
i like the feeling of being a bastard sometimes
i like the feeling of knowing that little thing counts
i like the feeling of crying cuz im human
i like the feeling of pain because it makes ur stronger
i like the feeling of agony because its suffering we'll go to heaven
i like the feeling of promises because u'll be assured
i like the feeling of outright insult, it brings reality
i like the feeling of being so random
i like the feeling of scaring my friends
i like the feeling of hearing nice music
i like the feeling of silence.


YAY had mass today so i am not obliged to attend mass in any way at any time at an appropriate time at all ya know. its goooods.


was hearing to music today intensively and i somehow listen to a little bit more of what i know. its reallly funny to see that how words put together form phrases of entertainment in which we listen blindly to. its not just mere coincidence that more and more shit is being played. its just feels so good.

furthermore, i did my system questions. im so happy so so so happy. i tried and i accomplished something. i think i need to sleeep, im getting overly hyper and active during the day and weird tendencies to fall asleep during lessons. not exactly a good sign though.


i think im gonna be a nerd,
and then thats when im gonna be heard,
i dont need to be alert,
much less deemed a flirt.



sometimes, bad experiences makes u different, but suddenly, it changes perspective of life, i was hearing my ipod with the new songs nat gave me in my demand and when the music is playing and its 10 plus at night and u see whats around u, i realise, how big this world can be. its weird. but well, maybe the decline in the brain cells, its pretty obvious then.

study study study, work keeps u occupied, maybe u sin less this way




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breaking free to something new. =)