do you know how it feels? do you know how is it to always be critisized and stereotyped as someone you're totally not. being bad mouthed because of filthy jealousy and envious beings always trying to overtake you in your place. where do i stand? i dont like the feeling of being associated with things im not, seriously, it seriously pisses me of so badly, and i wonder what i did in the first place. if ure freaking jealous and wanna take me on, tell me in my face, seriously, dont need to talk behind my back and say what is so untrue about me. cuz im simply not gonna care so much about your worthless immaturity to this limit. so many will climb over me to look good. please, it aint worth it and isnt it better to leave me alone??? why complicate matters to unforseen heights not worth the bloody time at all. im sick and tired or rumours so untrue, because i know what i really want, what i really need.




im afrid of those sudden nights,
when it seems u fall deep into sleep,
and couldnt remember those hours lost,
only in the benefits of rest.

but when do we know we are going to die?
only god knows,
he knows everything,
and words he gave just wont lie.

and god knows how i feel,
and god knows how to take care of me,
and he wants me to fall to learn,
only to prove my worth that love is true to stay.

harmful those actions i anticipate,
harder to accept while im still waiting,
my patience is running out,
yet not so fast it seems.

i would like to know a little more,
i would like to find out a little more
i would like to discover more,
everything, everything about you.

it would never be impossible,
it i kept trying,
it would soon come to light,
if i were given the chance to.

so what do you want me to say?
what do you want me to tell.
what do you want me to reveal,
i believe you know better.




tell me what if i try, it would make a difference. in which this difference would spark something new. but im afraid in some ways, and u have to assure me that everything is alright, or i'll never be able again, able to show you what you might have missed. i'll bring u a little of everything i can afford to give, it may not be much, but i know, its my everything.




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breaking free to something new. =)