12:59 am
ok. i wasted this blooody morning soo badly larrr! its like OFF OFF GONE! GONE! cuz i was erm, making my survey, spamming it around until now... then then its like only 50 ppl done each. I KNOW SOME PPL NEVER DO! i SWEAR! =(
ohhhh and i had a nap this afternoon. I DONT normally have naps and i did it. freak. and i wasted like this gap of worktime. 2 hours. then had to prep and go church. then used up another 2 and a half hours. then went amk macs with nathaniel ng. instead of work. we chatted. OH FREAK! HAHAHA!
talk from 9 plus to 11. omgomgomg. i feel like a girl la.
EVERYONE HELP ME IN MAHH SURVEY OKAY!!! MUST HELPwinters nearing,
summers ending,
i dont wanna do anything else,
but just to be with you.
so far it exists in my dreams,
so far its only in my imagination,
but well dreams do come true,
innovative like your creation.
let me be your knight baby,
from zero to hero,
cuz we have our conscience to fight for,
and the battle has just begun.
lifes like a bloody rollercoaster. no balls to ride, u'lll be a puss. but when u ride, the train of thoughts jus circulate like a speeding bullet. the rush of endorphins, and adrenaline pumping, doesnt it feel so different? it be over so sooner, and u dont mind going again, or risk being called a wusss. =)
EDIT EDIT!
ok the post was for like SATURDAY. i mean yes now its alrady sunday and it has always been! im getting reallly cranky with the surveys thingy. i wanna hit like 200. but all my efforts its only 50. shit. i got no friends. boo hoo hoo. i dontttt like ittt! im getting extremely annoyed with the fact that i got so much work all of a sudden. i hate to work under pressure. it tames me and makes me a good boy. hoho.
ahhh the feeling of being so close,
it reminds me of year ago.
well year ago it seems,
thats my perseverance for today.
so we listen to the beating of our hearts.
thumping of the seconds,
we wont let it go please,
meaning so dear to me.
lets forget much of our worries,
because its us what matters most now,
thats my perception of course,
please make it yours my dear.
crack it,
fake it,
we dont like it,
snooze baby snoooze.
i want a chocolate fountain. so i can dip my random oreo cookies and milk with it. and i can make fudge whenever i want. first i learn how to bake. roar. see la. 2am crankiness of history. i must help shan and yixin and ro for their hist. cuz assignment same ques. YAY! looks like some good inturn for me huh. wells.
HISTORY REMEDIAL WORK
FREAKING GOD EOM FIRST DRAFT (final draft) LIKE WTH?
MATH MATH MATH. anyone willing to teach me math i treat u lunch. (a sweet and good hearted person will do it for free)
CHEMISTRY OMGOMGOMG Mr TAN DONT GO REACH CAMBRIDGE. REACH AARON CAN. he is dying and in need of help.
sigh. im sooo frustrated. class sucks.
i miss you right now miss eyecandy~
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breaking free to something new. =)