OH TODAY WAS MISERABLE. MISERABLE I TELL U.

im a bad student. i cant stand lessons which are 6 hrs long back to back. and so i had to skip chinese from 4-5. went to look up shan at library and talked with meena, shan and athena. wah sian. i buay tahan already. i cant do such days. esp after PE. and i dont eat much. then i feeel retarrrrdedly sleepy. which aint exactly a good thing at all.

i dont feel awake any of the time except PE and break. and history lessonsv(lecture) cuz its mass taking down notes man. yawns. i dont seee any direction in my life so far. basically im too tired to think of anything. im shooo weakkks.

ohhh field trng is damn boring. but its such condition training that makes u stronger. but siannnn. so weird. lol. throwing 1kg balls around. is quite tiring. in fact its damn pain on the shoulders. sighh!


ohhhhhh. OK THIS IS A MAJOR TURN OFF. u see. on friday. its like a 9.45 school. so i thought wel. my 10-11 lesson is BREAK. so i came at about 10.50 lke that. then WTF. i told my friend to say i was here and so did other teachers that took my attendance. then what the hell! during PE. michael tan say i LATE (ABSENT) omg. then friday need to do detention. 3-7. like WHAT THE ****!!!!!!! it aint real man. i got the basketball thingy. no way balls. sigh. jialat larrrrr. soooo turn offfffff. =(






you think of a thousand things to make me smile,
but nothing truely impresses but your prescence.
and it is always calling me,
to take a sneak peak and a glace at you.

we date back to a time with no orginality,
we do things for the sake of convenience,
even the simplest matter that existed,
it would deem mere playing of hearts.

but i do not really bother,
because i know myself better,
better than what people may try to think,
my feelings are nothing but genuine.


im tired. but freak. eom. properly done. plsplspls. get it done well. and chem test tomorrow. sigh. im S.C.R.E.W.E.D.

hope u dont have a problem of me missing you




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breaking free to something new. =)