well. today was an average day i guess. i mean. had some light gym and training today and some basketball. i feeling damn weak or tired after nationals. its pretty taxing on the muscles and i suddenly got difficulty having some slow paced jog without the terrible shin splints. shruggggs*


school was fine in classes and it all happened pretty fast i guess, i mean, there were nothing much to do in the lessons haha so i kinda enjoyed my day. haha its good talking to some of the nicer ppl in my class today. well know more of each other and stuff, and some stuffs are too amusing man. =D im quite happy im at last trying to do my work at least in math lesson. but the differentiation looks frigging hard. i dont like it at all. not a single bit. i think i suck in math. sighhh. what to do! i want to do well and continue my 4h2s lor! pfffft.

and it was great talking to jessica and shantini during my thrown-out-of-class history period. haha! kinda know more stuffs. HRMMMS!

so mr new was in charge of fitness and thank god they didnt have to share the gym. it was miserably crowded today! there were some canoist, then the whole soccer team and some random guys. i was lke alone doing my stuff. harhar. oh yar the trackers were there earlier. so it seems sillly in such a small gym.

HARHAR to DAWN AMANDA AND VAL who joined fitness club. yay to you 3 who finally got a CCA. so now less worrries huh!


i feeel that my own diet and my own exercise regime is working a little bit. but im so scared i feel so hungry easily harhar. shit. high maintainence body. =DDD

oh and i went to my bloody itunes and realise i have so much songs to hear anything but i cant seem to enjoy any song by random. and im always listening to the same old stuff for the past 1 week. harhar. anberlin, my chemical romance, chris daughtry, red jumpsuit apparatus, a new found glory, the strokes, just surrender and thousand foot krutch. haha. sounds like alot but so fast hear finish one. notttt goooodddd. please recommend me some nice songs! i think RJA and jus surrender are damn coolios. especially when they are emo sometimes. the lyrics. woooo.


Your Guardian Angel
red jumpsuit apparatus

When I see your smile
tears roll down my face
I can't replace.

And now that I'm strong I have figured out
how this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul,
and I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's ok [x3]

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing
and stars are falling all for us
days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
even if saving you sends me to heaven.

Cause you're my
you're my, my
my true love
my whole heart
please don't throw that away.

Cause I'm here, for you
please don't walk away and
please tell me you'll stay, stay..

Use me as you will
pull my strings just for a thrill
and I know I'll be okay
though my skies are turning gray.

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven.




Cat & Mouse
red jumpsuit apparatus

Softly we tremble tonight,
picture perfect fading smiles are all that's left in sight,
I said I'd never leave you'll never change
I'm not satisfied with where I'm at in life.

Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
With all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said, you said that you would die for me….

We made plans to grow old,
believe me there was truth in all those stories that I told.
Lost in a simple game cat and mouse
are we the same people as before this came to light?

Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
You said, you said that you would die for me…

You must live for me too'...
For me too...yeah, yeah…
You said that you would die for me…

Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price.
Am I supposed to be happy?
with all I ever wanted, it comes with a price
You said, you said that you would die for me


so i wonder why like that ahhh. why do i keep thinking abt it. i have to be self centred to love you.


oh shit. i have soo much shits to do. as in SHIT. furthermore, its like, the stupid history research assignment is KILLING ME. ASEAN. oh screw ASEAN. arghh! so troublesome to do work one. sheeeeet. looks like tonight no need to sleep already. lucky i had my bitter ghourd tea and tuna in olives chunks with wheat bread. YUMMY. hahaha. eat healthy, sleep healthy (in class =D), play healthy. YAY!

ok im becoming mad.


my feelings will come true,
but not any sooner at any time,
so why, would u even wait for me?
if there very you exist in the first place.

so im battling at the frontier,
how do you feel,
every opposition coming at me,
i might fall anytime, destined to lose sometimes.

so will you let me explain,
because im trying so hard, wont you let me,
and i promise i wont cry at all,
even though it may take alot from me.

so we are still waiting for time to collide,
but no one will be waiting at all,
maybe except for me,
my plans still stopped momentarily.

oh my oh my,
when will i be blessed with your grace,
oh god oh god,
gently put me by your place.

so i know, i'll do anything, and everything,
to make sure, it be fine,
that i dont hurt you in the future,
preparations starts now.


ok off to do work. EOM + history. guess its GG. thanks to the teacher who gave me the 3 week research assignment 2 weeks late. freak.


so we know we exist now. it wasnt just a pastby glance. please use your heart to see for once instead.




;
breaking free to something new. =)