OMG. i HATE THIS FEELING. i HATE IT. IM SICK. NOOO. SNIFF SNIFF AND COUGH COUGH. :(

im rreallly gonnna be sooo emo knowing that im falling sick. the feeling of the sore throat is EEYYYYEERRRR.


AHHH TODAY SUCKS LAH. discus suckedddd so badly lah. its so hard to really concentrate when ure like not feeeling well. argh. hecklah. i wanna aim better in my javelin instead. next year MEDAL!!!! :) and not forgeting a chance to rep singapore HAHAHAH (AMBITIOUS) but well. aim high really high to motivate, as long as i hit a mark for my own, im really will be satisfied.

*how i wish that i can have someone by my side, to care for me, like b4, well damn long ago. someone, whom i know i can say that i care for myself, with a gentle touch of the skin, knowing it aint lust but just concern. whose absence will bring me great missing to*



ROAR! ok i dont sound exactly scary but its definitely the fact that the sore throat is KILLING ME. sigh. i think i'll get my rest already. its horrible facing this sort of times with such conditions. I WANT TO RECOVER AND BE A GOOD BOY TO STUDY HARD IN SCHOOL! =DDDDD

I feeel its time. Its time to really confess.


if u wanna know who u are,
who u meant most to me.
what i really felt,
and what would be done.

i've finally found my feet,
relishd the opportunity of defeat.
those feelings so intricate,
so of mere advocate.

prepared,
ready,
im not searching,
i'll let fate do the talking.

i saw you.
you make me sway,
in your own little way,
without saying hey.



many stuf happened ove rthe past year. where the foolishness as long over. finally i have moved on a long way, realising that yes, i've grown stronger, yet feelings will only remain as feelings, words are just words. what matters most is that, i really wana give my heart to you, even if it might hurt as much as before my stranger.

weird how we call the different things in society.


IM gonna SLEEP NOW.

oh and some random thoughts. i think im an EXPERT in anberlin, mcr and fall out boy. OOPS, and maybe the USED as well. lol. hahahaha. i love music. but for now, nothing is hearing good, the throbbing in my head, sleep tight aaron, maybe random thoughts of you could make a really pleasent dream.




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breaking free to something new. =)