10:40 pm
im feeling so hard up insides. those insides are really ripping me apart when i see you. its different cant u see. im attracted to you, entirely and im openning myself all over again. its messy its tough, it aint about luck or what.
im reading harry potter argh. i really wana finish it. i cant wait to know the whole story! bleahh! =DDD
i saw you today, looki cute as usual,
and a moment later u vanished.
i meant, arent i blessed to catch the glimpse?
or was it just to taunt my inner beliefs again?
i couldnt resist that smile,
neither could i stop to be tempted,
i wished i could go up to you,
the way i would normally do.
well it dates back years ago,
i aint so daring anymore maybe,
so where has the knight in shining armour went?
off to some place in lala land.
so i depict something tired as of sort,
where the world falls apart u retort,
lightning fills the skies above,
the torrential rain soars merciless.
well i'll give myself a little more time,
because i know i couldnt rush,
but its tiring knowing so much,
my heart my efforts goes out in touch.
two lost souls i repeat again,
its more then merry loving and forsaken,
i wish i could be of peace of heart,
the future i forsee a kiss, passion no doubt.
i dont wanna blog today anymore, im feelin soooo tired. so freaking tired. roar. guess its history outline and yeappps, off to sleep. harry potter. roar.
i saw you so cute so cute i say,
but rules of my heart i abide today.
;
breaking free to something new. =)
