dreams will stay as dreams of my very own, and i demand myself to make those dream come true. it seems so ordinary to many, for my its a task i cant seem to comprehend.

it only seems like a fatal addiction when our eyes met.


today was fine. i so scared, theres my sleepy syndrome kicking in. its like. whn u wanan start work then i got the sleep syndrome. and when i wanna slack or what in class i dont get sleepy. ohh no! i dont like it, and im trying to study, seeeking help like omgomgomg. teachers are so worried for me. sigh its not good to make them worry, but its good knowing they care. i must not disappointed ms yang! shes so dedicated and willing to spend time teaching me personally, argh, its like im a freaking burden on her back for nost listening in first 3 months and the 2nd term. it sucks i feel bad and miserably. and my grades are record breaking. freak. not in any good sense at all.

maybe it was a blessing not to go cambridge, well comforting and knowing what i might have missed out there, but i got so much work to catch up, it seems sensible enough.
chin up aaron, do ur best u can do it, words of support and encouragement


haha im reading the harry potter book so slowly! like a loser sia! take so long finish.




i really like the glimpse of you,
its reassuring to my troubled heart,
its comforting to be human again,
its fantastic to feel like loving once more.

i wont be rushing into anything,
because im afraid of falling,
like a kid on his bike for the first time,
wont it be scary.

it be great to know ure thinking likewise,
it be fantastic to know ure hoping likewise,
it be wonderful to know ure looking my way,
ahh i guess not, im not worth anyway.

but i'll be praying,
because i want the unnecessary,
but it has become something essential in my life,
to love,to care,to be with someone like you.

cheesy.

so if its freaking real,
i'll be happy,
but i guess we seen enough of this,
dont we want it so desperately.

fingers interlocked,
chemistry, the irreversible act,
the thoughts that determines,
the efforts or so it seems.

kindly tell me nicely,
that i can be your friend,
tell me again,
it would be okay.

it be more than wishful thinking,
words i said all the time,
but i guess i have to try sometime,
try slowly sometime.



ahhh. i dont wanna drop 4h2s. well maybe math. but i think im gonna give it a try. i aint a wuss. back to harry pottering!




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breaking free to something new. =)