well. i love lyrics of the many songs. i mean. u have to lsiten to the lyrics of the many songs u always hear soo common and u realise, what inspired the wirte to write them in the first place?

FENGHENG AHHHHHH I WAN COMPOSE SONG FOR U AHHHHH. PLEASEEE U SAID I CANNN HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA thank you :)



im sad
im upset
im frustrated
im relented
im sick.


Church was fine today, attended mass with Jane and Sherri.

im happy for u lil sister. =)




how can u forgive
when u cannot forget?
how can u tell me,
when im a reject?

when we knock
on each other's door,
what were we thinking,
what would we do?

so we walked this mile
in hoping for a new change,
a bright uprising,
a march to death.

fulfill thy wishes,
affirm thy promises,
what lies in the truth,
are those of your lies.



so distraught as i am, i wonder what i can do to make a difference to what i lack so deeply now.

my faith is fading,
my faith is diminishing,
just like the way i was forced to leave,
each action u made,
i tried to forgive,
but however,
each made was made impactful,
each was felt like a slap,
you chased me away from my faith,
like the way u brought me in,
a contradictory,
a fine example of love,
being used in the wrong way,
for care and concern,
are just consequences of it.

the devil made a pact,
he made it successful,
but i swore never to live by it,
uneventful was his failure,
deemed to perish,
freed from peril,
i lay here right now,
wondering to myself,
WWWWHHHHHYYYYYY.


im so nervous about tomorrow. sighhh! jialat jialat! discus sucks. i hate to throw that. I WAN THROW JAVELIN AGAIN AHAHAHAHAHA. =)))

i think after this week, i'll start conditioning and intensive gymming for my next season. i wanna represent singapore in asean games thingy. :) YAY! YAY! YAY! now i got my target and i wanna reach it. 50 metres. NO LESS.


i really really like you.




;
breaking free to something new. =)