OH ****!

i hate today. im so gonna say i think today will be such a bad day.

IM HAVING A BAD SORE THROAT NOW,
IM HAVING A BAD HEADACHE NOW,
IM HAVING THIS ****ING PAIN IN MY BRAIN.

and im hardly having much sleeep. argh... =(



I REALLY DO NOT WISH TO GET IRRITATED WHILE HAVING A SORE THROAT. OR GET DAMN ANNOYED TRYING TO GET SOME WORK DONE. OR GET FRUSTRATED WITH SOMEONE BUGGING ME TO DO SOMETHING I DO NOT ONE. gosh does this feels lke pms? ok no offence to the females out there o.0



if only those who cared for me was like my mummy dear,
it doesnt matter how many of them our there who actually do,
because all i want now sincerely is only you.



honey water aint helping... oo0o0o0o0o honey.



binding lights of faith,
finding paths were paved,
like we do not see,
how close we seem to be.

so maybe i cannot say,
what i really feel,
of all the times we tried,
none to conclude the bribe.

so dont whold prisoner,
of this lowly pact,
because in the end,
u and i matters then.

so tell me when,
do i get that assurance,
so tell me when,
can i make the last move.

im thinking too much?
or maybe not at all,
though i may be wrong,
hoping u'll think likewise.

fingers crossed,
hopes high,
spirits risen,
tears are dried.

if only i were on your mind,
like almost everytime,
because i know so sure,
u are always in mine.



so i keep my fingers crossed, that we cross the barrier between us, and we realise that in the very end, someone has to make the first move. but i know its difficult, as the days gone by, but to what my thoughts have been wading, me feelings never fading. so we dumped out this piece of crap to make us feel better, in the end, we wish for the material evidence that thu holds us in place. no matter the disaster that comes in our way, what matters most is that we got one another, in any special different way.


SUCKY MORNING GO AWAY, FLY FLY SORE THROAT FLY AWAY! SIAM JIGEH! i wanna qualify today for discus, HAHA such loserish thoughts about qualification. pfffft.




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breaking free to something new. =)