i totally flunk my math. sigh. im soo upset. i know i gave up on it and deserved such a score. but i didnt expect it be that bad. wells. getting upset wont make matters any better.


COUGH FLU VIRUS BUGGGG PARASITE SHITTYVIRAL THINGY. anything u can name for being sick. PLEASE GO AWAY. URE MAKING ME FEEEL SO HORRIBLE. i dont like you stupid flu. smelly.



it seem so candid,
when our eyes meet a few times,
when it ever fit,
that melting heart sublimes.

so when we get addicted,
to our cheeky glances,
we wonder how each other felt,
to our feelings it'll be dealt.

we get carried away by our interest,
but all i wanna say,
you'll make a great friend,
better than the stranger for now.

we dont care for past hurts and pains,
we dont care for the present headaches,
we dont care for the future sake,
we do care for our desires.

so lets make a deal,
that you'll shake my hand,
and wink each time u see me,
maybe thats just enough.

we ran frantically,
through the pouring rain,
each step undeniably happily,
to where we do not know where to go.

so we'll take our chances this time,
to show we are more than what we are,
i mean thats our only oppportunity,
so why hesitate?

so we give each other some time,
well why the sudden change,
of this pleasantry?
well love speaks for all.

so dont we know it at,
at this very moment,
when we get so worked up,
maybe cuz ure in my sight.

im losing my focus,
im saying i'll sacrifice,
just for that one more time,
that o so different feeling.

locked up in our own little cage,
the old war within we wage,
succumbed to our inner rage,
written right in your own page.

so this is when im reaching out to you,
give me time to roll back down,
and let you know im real,
real to what u really want me to be.



RARRRRRR. i dont believe it im coming up with real feelings right now into poems. well. I WAN TAKE LIT HAHAHAHA. shit lah im thinking too much. yawnnns. i wanna sleep and erm eat more healthy food, THE SALAD JUST NOW WITH TUNA WAS erm, not bad lah. :D i'll pick up the little note i left behind before, saying that i will never fall in love again. but i realise, it never have been so real till now. its a good break finally i had to think.



goodbye silly dreams,
full of stupid whimps.
care to start anew?
baby my heart i give to you.


YAY FM MANAGER. play somemore and im so deemed to do badly. STUDY STUDY STUDY. Aaron be a good boy okay? =) and tomorrow..CHINESE ORAL. OH GREAT. another massive display of humour to the examiner. sighh




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breaking free to something new. =)