we dont see eye to eye. because thats so last time nonsense!


YAY! i got 8th for javelin. FINALLY i managed into top 8. WAHHH SO PLEASED WITH MYSELF.

and finally a new Personal Best of 43.20 metres. YAY!!!!!!!!!


HAPY BIRTHDAY DAD


well. so much happened today yet so little did really happen. hmmm i dont knowmuch to say, i guesss i am pleased with myself and i hoped i can pursue more in my passion for javelin. =)




if i were made of stone,
i wouldnt care,
if i were made of steel,
please feel my chill.

i wish i can see u all the time,
to satisfy my hunger,
to love, to care,
to be your perfect wonder.

im getting a pain,
right in my head,
where it doesnt go away,
everytime im thinking of you.

so do not complain,
because it was for the better of you,
its because i care,
in this stupid way of mine.



yawns. im so sleeepy after eating that footlong turkey breast subway. harharhar.
im getting fat i dont care. i wanna eat hahaha. well. at least for now, i wonder to myself, what do i really see in you, i wanna know, i wanna tell myself, its really you im thinking of all the time. tellme, give me a hint, give me the assurance, it can begin with hello.

im sorry for my stricken fear, im a loser, if only u could see the scar so deep




;
breaking free to something new. =)