hmmmmm today was such a weird day. ok. slack didnt do much but finally i can appreciate a wasted day. well wasted cuz u din do much but most importantly, u feel good about it. =DDD


ohh my the strokes are niceeee =D wooots!!!


soooo today was like a CHURCH day. soo freaking boring (thats honesty at its very best) but i feel bad about it. i feel so in with god but i dont like go church. im a bloody hypocrite. maybe cuz i lost faith. well. screw it.


so we compromise in this little town of ours,
we got complacent about each other,
ended up playing hard to get,
tough luck played u down.

love to become hatred, ignorance inevitable,
so where was the sparkle of chemistry like before?
no more sweet talks or random glances,
just different from before.

so baby girl, i really need to hear your words,
i need to feel that sense of security,
i need to bargain my own rights,
must i go your way all the time?

so we get mixed up in a fury of emotions,
and we do not care but ourselves,
we go our way, hurt each other, like nobody's business,
i guess u never felt like what i do.

so now i wonder, after a long time,
whats worth, whats worth fighting for.
whats worth, for some willing to be dying for.
so we wouldnt even try next time.

i wont be mean, or i wouldnt have been,
well, so if it ends here, a major pit stop it been,
so no lessons learnt, the efforts burnt,
we'll just carry on, like everyday was yesterday.



it good spilling my beans out sometimes. it feels so much lighter inside. and i can finally run! so when ure angry or sad, HIT THE GYM. PFFFT it out. HURRRRRR. then u feel that ure lighter (cuz ure muscles are a lil numb) BUT WELL, U FEEL LIGHTER LAHHH.

you make me wonder, you make me sigh, you make sit up, and eat my cheese pie. so i get the message, oh so not i misinterpretate it wrongly, because i can never be the one. so we drive till the end, when we hit the curfew, and then we gotta part.
but the problem was we never met, we are still two strangers hoping not to be lost in this small world. well, we acknowledge emotions more than our own physical prescence.




;
breaking free to something new. =)