ohh man! i really liked today's class BBQ. i mean we dont have such things going ard and we had a little trash talk. well. what is said stays in those 4 walls and thanks to VICTORIA ANN LAI for the hospitality! sorry we made a mess.
well my opinion changed of you, we'll work and make sure we be beter classmates, no worries if u dont see this, i offer these to god =)

cabbed back from her place with calvin, paul and mr tan. ahhhh. its great. almost 2 am reach home, well. i did like late nights hurhur./





sometimes i wonder, issit always my fault when im direct and frank with anyone. i know its wrong to tell u in ur face when im displeased with you or what u do, especially to girls. because i feel i have been unfaired a few times in my life, and it strucks so painfully. im generalising and im procrastinating. its an irony to my own believes, where i've become fussy, choosey and rather impulsive with my words and attitude. but please do forgive me, im trying, a step at a time, to be a better person.

if only words are words and actions are actions. but each with almost similiar consequences, in which neither can be avoided at any particular point of our lives. it seems like i cannot control anything, but i mean i was trying so hard to be understanding. hopefully u guys be too.

im sorry if i hurt ppl around me, opinions change, but i know all can change too. and i believe, it doesnt matter, cuz God looks at one of us in his image, and loves us all the same, so i should try to be a better samaritian, in hope, i do my best, my very best, to earn as many smiles i can.




PTM was AWSOME. HARHAR. well, i sorta told my parents abt my grades and they werent impressed, but im trying, im really trying to show them that i can make it lar. haha. OH DEB and i saw you today. so funny when my daddy was joking. i mean he is like that one. haha. tsktsk! talking abt the ankle hope it recovers soon haha! and it was cool seeing ur eyes brighten up when CHURCH was mention. i totally dread it ahaha honestly. bleahhh!


i was almost falling asleep in church today. so buay tahan. sleepy. and the reading of the GENOCIDE book i borrowed was good. but it drains alot of my energy reading it. =X cuz im trying to picture its gruesome acts. urghh.




lord.
how can u forgive human of their mortal sin,
why did u show us such shameless creatures sympathy,
even so, the simplest courtesy of eternal life.

yours a sacrifice someone wont make,
yours a hero in mine in every single way,
yours an unbelievable tale we took i faith,
yours a heart of gold and tears made clear.

so we continue to hurt u,
each scars in me was a thousand in yours,
but lord,
we all know u forgive.

teach me, to be like you,
shower upon me a miracle,
some or aurora greats and stardust,
but each individual with love.

are u telling me, to stop running away,
from what the message was telling me,
to help out, to show that i can love,
your children whom needed so much help?

tell me an answer lord, its frustrating inside.



it seems more than a never ending story, but its more than it seems to be. its real. it so real thatin this world, whats imperfect changes the complications of many things. it makes possibilties rather infinite because of our own imperfection. but we are given a choice. a serious choice to us that only one can make at any single point of time.



i really thought of you. and i'll take the fall for you. and its good seeing that we are finally saying hello. and i seeing you just makes me happy. it makes me smile, and it makes whatever worries and complications in my head go away. was it your smile that captured me? or that innocence that enticed my sinful nature? so ask me why, please do, and i'll tell you why.

it may seems theres always somebody else. but in reality theres only you. however, im appreciating whatever is happening now, its the closest i can get. contented




;
breaking free to something new. =)