8:40 pm
the more you see the type of life we often choose to live, mainly we can never forget the grievious sins that we commited nd are still committing day by day.
we judge people not by ourselves but by others,
we dillusionise ourselves with the lies of others,
those untrue opinions and scatter those tinge of jealousy,
bit by bit, yet influential to our peers,
for what sense?
to prove an authority?
to prove superiority?
to prove popularity?
tell me what is there to prove in the first place?
the blind leading the blind, the lame unable to walk. where do you want to lead these people to? each of us victims of our own desires, the desire to always want the upper hand. do we even care for the love of others? my guess, no.
those bold customs of midnight flings and reckless clings, may they go unseen, for i do not wish the awareness of scandals being brought to light.
"we dream a dream,
we live to redeem,
the flights of midnights,
the plights of divides.
we dont edge to near,
thats because of our fear,
in which never is acceptance,
for my lowly penitence.
cry aloud,
weep in doubt,
careless we fall,
to you i start to crawl.
i never saw it coming,
because i stopped believing,
those nightmares relieving,
your words deceiving.
deep inside me,
i wish i was set free,
cut your wound deeply,
drive me to insanity
fly away fly,
in your arms i wont cry,
the grip full of infidelity,
love speaks so sparingly.
if i didnt met your eyes,
i wouldnt be exposed to your lies,
till my tears dries,
it jus kept bleeding inside.
i cant do it again,
even if i really wanted to,
because i know i have to lie,
or my life would it die.
feeling you intense,
feeling you romance,
my heart weavered depends,
because i miss you."
we didnt make a choice to ruin the lives of others, it was only our own deception, our own aim for perfection, because it only started with ourselves, thats why it was never the benefit of others. ego, pride, arrogence, you people of the same sort, seclude yourselves, we know petty influence will bring you nowhere.
i live to say that i missed you, but to whom u'll never know
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breaking free to something new. =)