THADDEUS REST IN PEACE

sigh im deeply affected by the death of my friend thaddeus. its damn shocking and so unreal. its like suddenly someone whom u know for quite a long while just pass away like that. jus like that.

Thaddeus was like one of the fittest guys around. with the endurance amazed by many of us. it is so unexpected he will be met up with such a death. he finally made it and he died at the finishing line. i dont know why, why must god do this to him? its really unfair, he had so much for him, a girl to come, his studies at raffles jc, his sporting talent, so much more, but why? why im still pondering.


life is so short, life can be so unfair, but whats real to us is that it can just vanish in front of our eyes. i never believe the msg i saw yesteday about his death and i thought that it was a joke by someone who did not like him. but it was real, every single thing. sigh. why must he be taken away before his fruit bears its ful potential.

a friend, an ex schoolmate, a catholic high graduate, an athelete we trained b4 together in chs, and a child of god. we'll miss u thaddeus.



today was quite a saddening day when i read the newspapers. the front page, it jus affirmed my disbelieve. sigh. went to school with a heavy heart. studied from 10 to 6 and then went to j8 meet up with marcus again and study till around 10.15. yeah.

i wonder what this life holds for us.


if i were to die tomorrow, i wish you knew how i felt.




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breaking free to something new. =)