im pretty exhausted. i mean. i dont know what to do. im really lazy yet im determined. i mean its such a complicating and conflicting problem.

listening to complains dont makes matters better for matters of the heart isnt jus mere words of how u feel but actions to comply with


history file. (BYEBYE) screw it..


im so nervous. 100m and 4x100 to train for. i really wanna go into the team and coach's encouragement. training starting blocs seem slack but its like making me work alot. im trying hard to work my best. seriously i think i can do it. i got so much things to do!

ms tai thanks for helping me in math! mini tution and helping me after lessons.

at least im trying to put in more effort now. im lacking behind.

i feel lost. do i feel lost? i feel lost? confusion, inevitable at this pt of life. whats more important, whats gonna cost me and bring me down? i just got to wait and see.


finally my spikes are here. ytd. used it. getting used to it.

sports day is my trial for my 4x100 team. guess its gonna be something different.

im gonan challenge myself.


GOALS
1. 100m
2. 4x100m relay
3. javelin
4. studies.


i dont know about anything else. maybe cuz. i feel that it aint worth it anymore. love? what do we believe of it? how much do we really bother to believe in it. believing? sincerely, never to anyone else. i rather be selfish.




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breaking free to something new. =)