11:34 pm
today woke me up.
a test i've always been failing.
im gonna prove myself. this time im for real.
a test of my own discipline, a test of my loyalty.
but for my loyalties to lie somewhere it belongs,
its gonna take more than jus my own courage and determination.
pain, thick and thin,
everything will be thrown at me,
but i'll pick it up and move on.
for im sure,
i will be the very top.
couldnt i care less is what is around me, i got better things to worry about and to care about.
;
breaking free to something new. =)
