11:53 pm
im so demoralised. i dont know why.
sprints today sucked. i was totally ineffective. it pains in the groin once again. both sides. i did my warm up still like that.
talked to becky today. fun though. like how much we catch up in school and stuff. shes so natural! like easy to talk to haha. thats good keep up lazy becky. PLEASE STUDY!
ohhhh im so into frisbeeing.. cool sport.
i cant concentrate when im already lost behind in my subjects. its so frustrating.
PAIN PAIN PAIN. PLS FUCK OFF PAIN. I DONT WANT U. PLEASE GO AWAY> FAR FROM ME.
ideally. it has always been outside the pain that has twarted me from me dreams. but you have been another pain i really wanna let go. because im afraid what i feel is true could just be another mistake.
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breaking free to something new. =)
