jus did some gym workout at home. woot. losing those fat. HAHAHAHA. shit lahhh!!!

im so gonna die lahh. the stupid reach cambridge test... didnt have enuff time. then i scared i wrote it wrongly. wonder where my confidence went to. pui!

yay. bought a new pair of spikes and sports shoes. wheee. my escalation is un-descripable. shit how u spell it. owells. then furthermore, i can run even faster in the new spikes. muahahahahaa. hopefully i can go to the finals. so many competitors plus i only train it like once a year. good thing, my coach gonna let me try out with the track side for the 4x100 relay for the school HEHE. the fattest tracker. ^ ^ sounds good to myself luhhh.



i wanna train hard. to focus hard on my track and field. then if the badminton team wants me and my friend to go we will go. also also. next year confirm. RUGBY for me and nigel. whoooo! gonna play backline or winger like what the coach say.


i wanna keep many things off my mind. i think such activities really helps. especially it makes me tired. haha.

YAY! sports carnival coming soon. 100 metres and 4x400 relay. gulps. i dont know if im prepared or not. well jus train a lil in this spare time and i get back to javelin. competition so soon. exactly next week. hopefully get top 8. good enough.


injury seriously sucks. ripping my stupid hair off with tht tape. haha. but well. no pain no gain. what to do!? i hope the bloody pain goes away. i just wanna do what i wanna do. which is to train hard and throw hard and run fast. haha.


had dinner with tiongchew ytd, haha nice feller good buddy too, did gym together cuz i couldnt train at sji and he didnt bring his boots. haha cool sheit. then went toa payoh for dinner. owells!


sometimes i randomly thought. what would life be like in acjc. what would i have been experiencing if i didnt reject their offer. and rejected it again one more time. wells. i chose cjc. i chose it and i wanna say it one more time, i dont need to be anywhere else to prove anything. i love cjc and i love the ppl here. well. almost all. ahahaha.



when i feel lonely, i realise i dont need anyone else but to have confidence in my ownself, esp knowing god is there. but sometimes i know i've drifted, now everyone else is asking me where i have been. i wonder, where have i been? i dont wanna go back to church. but why. why?


give me an answer, someone, give it to me, find me the reason, and find my way again. i cant keep feeling the pain and not knowing where is it coming from.




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breaking free to something new. =)