i dont know what is wrong with me. i seriously dont know. im training so hard yet i couldnt do well today. its so seriously fucked up and im so frustrated. i dont give a fuck about anything else. i really dont.

matters of the heart, or my own personal well being. i really feel like giving up on so many things. i really do. i dont wanna pursue it anymore. because i know i dont stand a chance.

there goes another injury, my elbow. why must it suddenly hurt today. sigh. why. it really makes me disappointed and upset, that i dont feel like doing anything anymore.



to this lil girl. to think i sorta like you. im gonna let it go hopefully..

its real silly liking a total stranger.


get on with life aaron. if u wanna achieve that goal in nationals, work for it. nothing else but it.




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breaking free to something new. =)