10:49 am
its been such a hectic week for me! lots of Ups and downs. where i couldnt go to cambridge, i felt i missed out on everything else. sigh.
the positively thing is that i proved myself enough to run and to compete in the track side. given that i must lose some mass first to go even faster.
maybe dreams are meant to be shattered and fragmented apart, with love and passion shall you put the pieces back again, thus dreams are formed this way, without the pain, what do we learn from this dreams anyway when it comes to life?i wonder what im really intending to do now since im pretty gonna be stuck in singapore. i felt like i lost everything, well almost. i dont know why it is this way that i do see the difficulty in accomplishing the tasks awaiting for me. oh bother.
trainings trainings trainings. no pain no gain. i tell myself. perseverence is something i lack in depth but at least i do have the discipline to do what i need to do. i dont feel like blogging these days. cuz im always getting a headache during the night time and end up sleeping early.
i hope my classmates can run faster so we can get a 3rd. do the best and we all can get at least something for the 4x100.
im going off now. pretty sian. looks like i live such a dull life after all.
i watched as u walked away. and i knew i did have to. cuz we are two souls living differently in the same world. where we start to collide, it seems it'll never happen.
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breaking free to something new. =)