11:39 pm
im feeling all down.
today's orientation was a disaster to me. i was so looking forward to school and hell with it man seriously. it was fucked the moment i saw it. i cant believe it that it was totally screwed up. everyone knows why. esp those in the first intake.
sian. dont feel like going to school tomorrow. freaking sian. but like i haf no choice like that. fuck it so badly lah.
having a terrible headache. i miss having it all. but i dont know. i dont know it anymore. i dont know what i want. all i want is happiness. but from where? i cant find it anymore.
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breaking free to something new. =)
