orientation is finally over. looks like school is gonna start. im hoping for something worth it. something... i wish that wold stay with me. sigh. it sucks to realise that, of all that i know, its very difficult to accept the fact that im in cjc. i mean. yes im here. i wanna go acjc. but i rejected them twice. it aint no big shot deal, but i somehow believe it makes everyone else happier. i mean, with whatever capacity i have now, i look at myself, is this chance losing so worth it after all? sigh.


im not depressed. im jus needing time to get over it.


dragonboating was fun, tiring but a lil boring cuz did it b4 in orientation one. but i guess its the bonding i have with my class, i hope this class will be good and fine, hopefully, hopefully.


i wish IG 33 will be a good class. i want it to be. my future. everything. im tired. im gonna stop. good nights. i wish i saw u again.




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breaking free to something new. =)