its okay. its okay. its okay.

im trying so hard not to think about it. it makes me very tired... and its giving me a headache. harden your heart, for it shall make me stronger. hopefully.

i wanna say i love you. once more. because the very fact is that deep inside, when i say it, i meant it so true. so true, it hurts thinking what might happen next. but im scared, so scared inside, cuz it will never happen again. maybe someday... sometime.


another painful day at SJI. seriously.
owells. again i hit my PB. im really focused. each throw its hard to focus and concentrate. but i try, all this distractions i wanna get over. im trying so hard. finally 44 metres at least. coach said it was 48 metres. but i think its bullshit. didnt look that far though.

whole body is aching. again. but owells. heard NAPFA is next week. WTF!? seriously leh. im stuggling with pull ups. TOMORROW I MUST GO DO. everyday till next week. jus do 6 can already. =D

im so hurt. maybe. this was meant for me after all.




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breaking free to something new. =)